So, we are in the 2WW from IUI # 3. At our last appointment, Nurse M said that we needed to make an appt. for a consult if we get a BFN on this latest round. Hm, not a good sign now is it? Our next step in Dr. J's plan is IUI/Injectables. Superman and I have discussed our options a few times and we're leaning towards going straight to IVF. If we need to go that route, we will also be changing doctors. Dr. J, while wonderful and conveniently located to my office, doesn't offer a shared- risk plan.
Why are we planning ahead? What happened to the optimism we started this journey with? Why is it that we are automatically assuming that this round hasn't worked? I think that we're protecting ourselves- the disappointment gets worse each month- and secretly, I'm hoping that we're somehow jinxing ourselves by planning the next step. Hopefully, we're already there.
