Thursday, August 13, 2009

Steve and Lisa- 6 week Glamour Shot

We have officially graduated from Dr. A. We had our final ultrasound with him this morning and everything looks great. Both babies are about 8 mm long and had a great heart rate of 130bpm- right where they should be, Dr. A even gave us an "A" for the appt. The babies are over-achievers already.. they must take after me :)
For being only 8mm right now, these two are sure doing a number on my system. It is definitely not morning sickness... it's all day sickness. I just feel crummy most of the day and then I go home and take a 1.5 hour nap on the couch. I'm up a few times at night to go to the bathroom (practice for late night feedings, I'm sure...). Superman is a huge help. Before I ask for anything, he's handing me crackers, ginger ale, making dinner, etc.. I married a great guy!!

Here is the babies latest glamour shot. We're in the process of finding an OB, so we probably won't have another u/s for a while, but it's something we can look forward to!!

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Thinking of a Friend

A friend of mine just received the dreaded "Push to Day 6 Transfer" call and has learned that her numbers have decreased (but are still good). Please say a prayer for Cathy and Jay as they prepare for transfer tomorrow.

Sunday, August 9, 2009

MIA for a few days..

Superman and I took a much needed vacation. Last Saturday, we drove 12.5 hours to Destin, FL and spent a few days on the beach with my family and some family friends. We played in the ocean with a 17 month old and 3 year old, ate great food- some cooked in the condo by my mom (aren't the meals your mom cooks always better than anything you can get in a restaurant?!) and just plan relaxed after our whirlwind of a summer. Superman went fishing with 'the boys' and I got a much needed pedicure with 'the girls'. (Question- has anyone ever had Black and Decker SANDER used to scrape all the dead skin off their feet? Seriously, they pulled out a power tool with a little cone shaped sander on the end of it and proceeded to sand our feet. Chunks of dead skin were FLYING around the room, it was disgusting! .. And my feet aren't even that bad!)
Anyway, we left Wednesday morning and drove the 12.5 hours back to STL because we had our first u/s appt on Thursday!! Superman met me at the drs office and we walked in completely nervous about what was to come. A few of the nurses asked how I felt and to each I replied that I felt like I was going to throw up- not from morning sickness, just pure nerves.
Dr. A took a few minutes to come into the u/s room, and Superman paced and played with anything he could get his hands on.. magazines, the placement of his chair, my folded pants.. FINALLY, Dr. A came in and asked if we were ready to see the 4 babies.. HUH?? I think Superman and I both turned white and I told Dr A that if there were 4, he was responsible for their college tuition. He laughed and told us what we should expect to see- the yolk sacs, the babies, and that he thought it was still too early to see a heartbeat. I was really disappointed to hear that. I REALLY wanted to see heartbeats.
I assumed the position and Dr A immediately confirmed that we're having twins (YAY!!) He also said that they both look fantastic and both had very strong heartbeats. We got to see and hear both of them! It was AMAZING. Both babies look great- right where they should be. Dr A was happy and said the possibility of losing either of them was pretty slim at this point. (Whew!).
We have another appt on Thursday morning, so we get to look in on them again soon. I have a feeling I'm going to get spoiled with all of these ultrasounds. I am trying not to get used to them!
We have told most of our families, those who we haven't told, our mom's have taken it upon themselves to inform :) Our friends who knew the dates of transfer and beta have also been informed and have been asked to keep the news quiet for at least a few weeks. Both of our bosses know, but not everyone in our offices knows. We haven't decided when to come 'out' but I'm sure it'll happen sooner rather than later.
Friday afternoon I had my second and final IVIg infusion. Last time, I was there for 6 hours. I was told that the IV drip would be sped up this time, but because my appt was at 1:00 on a Friday afternoon, I think they sped me up a lot more than they should have. I left the office at 5:15 feeling kinda sick to my stomach and avoided the highway route home, just in case I had to pull over. My dad wanted to take Superman and I out to dinner and I picked at my food- something I normally don't do. I barely touched my dessert- again, that never happens. Superman took me home and put me to bed.
Saturday, we ran some errands and I slept most of the day. When I was awake, I felt nauseous. At this point, I'm not sure if it is the IVIg infusion or if morning sickness has arrived. For the past week or so, my eating habits have been WAY off. While I normally have a severe sweet tooth, I have no desire to eat ice cream, cookies, etc.. I am wanting salty things- salsa sounds great. The other morning, I woke up (at 6am) telling Superman I wanted a grilled cheese sandwich. As I write this, I am drinking a can of caffeine free ginger ale. It helps my stomach. I have already taken a 2 hour nap, and it's not even 3 pm ( I woke up at 9am). And you know what? I love it! I am finally pregnant and all of these things, as uncomfortable as they make me feel, are signs that I'm pregnant. If I have to deal with these things, that's fine..bring it on. I'm having twins :)
A few other things to note- Cathy, a friend from my IES group, just had her fert report and it's AMAZING. She has 29 fertilized right now and is waiting to hear her transfer date. My fingers are crossed for her and she and her husband are in my prayers!
Another friend, Maureen, is on the count down to her shots. I think she has 11 days left. She and Jacob are in our prayers as well!
Lastly, we sold my car. I loved my car. Superman's brother works for an Auto Auction and can help us buy a car for about half of what we would get it for at a dealership. The original plan was to sell my car and buy something similar, if not newer and nicer, and have a lower car payment. I loved my car.. did I say that already!? Anyway, that WAS the plan.. Then we found out we may have twins, so I started working on Superman for a small SUV.. something that would fit our larger family better than my Honda Accord. He drove our friends Highlander and agreed we needed something bigger than a sedan. Score one for me, right? Not so fast... Superman talked to his brother who suggested we look at Minivans because we can get one for practically nothing, with all the bells and whistles.. arrrrghhhh. So now, Superman is on a HUGE minivan kick. We even went to a dealership so I could test drive one.. Luckily, we were totally ignored by the salesmen. I understand that a mini is totally logical, responsible and practical for our quickly expanding family. I even agree it's the right thing to do. I do not, however, have to like it.

Monday, July 27, 2009

Betas

Beta # 1: 164
Beta #2: 560

Holy crap- I'm pregnant! They think because my betas were so high that there may be 2 in there!!

Waiting.

Beta #2 was drawn this morning, so now we wait. Neither of us has slept very well the past few nights. We should know in about 3-4 hours...

Monday, July 20, 2009

Steve and Lisa

Way back before we knew we were going to have such a 'fun' time trying to get pregnant, Superman and I would bounce baby names off of each other. Mine were normally something along the lines of Ava, Emma, Riley, Aiden... names that are quite common these days. One day, after suggesting something like Colin or Cole, Superman put his foot down. He declared that his "child(ren) will be named something normal- like Steve or Lisa."

This has since been a running joke with our group of friends- Why couldn't he have picked a name like Sara or Matthew? Steve and Lisa?? Where on earth did he get those names!? If you knew Superman, it would make sense- he just comes up with stuff like that.

So, we are affectionately calling our two blasts "Steve and Lisa". I hope they've found a comfy little spot and are attaching nicely. I'm worried, no, I'm scared that my body is going to be my enemy and not let Steve and Lisa stay with us. I'm trying not to angst about every little twinge or tingle, trying not to count the minutes until we get our second beta. We don't have a 2WW, the our WUB is already the longest wait of my life!!!

Anyway, I'd like to introduce Steve and Lisa:

Friday, July 17, 2009

Day 5.. or 6

I am on bed rest. We transferred two beautiful blasts at 11:15 this morning. I am officially "PUPO" (pregnant until proven otherwise). I'm nervous, scared, excited, hopeful, grateful, and a million other emotions, I can't explain it.
First, let's back up a bit- to Wednesday night. I didn't sleep. I couldn't sit still. I was anxious. Thursday was to be our Day 5 Transfer. I waited for a phone call from the doctors office all Wednesday, wanting to know when our transfer would be scheduled. It never came. Assuming that the call would come on Thursday morning, I attempted to sleep. That didn't happen.
Superman went to work early Thursday morning, knowing he's have to take some time off during the day to go with me to the doctor's office and I waited patiently by my phone- watching the minutes go by. At 9:30 I decided that if I didn't hear from them by 11, I'd call. My phone rang at 9:37- Nurse M (whose office is decorated with cup cakes... that's a whole other blog entry in itself.. save for another day) was calling to let me know that we were moving to a Day 6 transfer... WHHHAAATTTTT???!!!!!?!?! She explained that our embies were checked and were 'not quite there yet', so they'd like to wait until the next day to schedule the transfer.
Trying not to sound too frantic, I asked if this was something that we needed to be concerned about. She said that it wasn't, that they do day 6 transfers every cycle and it's not a big deal.
I thanked her for calling and hung up.. and burst into tears. I was so ready to go in, no one ever mentioned the possibility of a Day 6 transfer and now I had to wait ANOTHER 24 hours. UGH.
I called Superman, in tears, and relayed the news. He was just as disappointed as I was- possibly more. He calmed me down and told me to either go get a massage or make an acupuncture appt- I chose the latter.
Fast forward to this morning- my phone rang at 9:15 and Nurse Cupcake said we were ready to roll. Superman picked me up and we went to the doctor, completely full of nervous energy.
We were led back into the semi private room and Nurse A came in with an updated calendar and strict instructions for Superman to keep me off my feet and on the couch.
A few minutes later, we were led into the procedure room. I assumed the legs up position and Superman took the chair next to me. Dr A came in, holding the most beautiful thing I've ever seen- a picture of our two blasts. Words cannot describe how amazing they looked. Dr A transferred them and I was whisked back into the semi private room. We sat there for about 30 minutes. I would like to think I decompressed during that time, but I don't really think I did.
Superman got me lunch and 3 movies to watch while he went back to work. I was about 1/2 through the second one when I decided that bed rest sucks and I was bored out of my mind!
I have about 14 hours left and I don't want to think about having an extended bed rest later on.
God bless the women who do this for 3-4-5 weeks at a time. I don't know how they do it.
So, we wait until next Friday for beta 1, beta 2 will be the Monday after that- so that's what we're looking forward to- it's not quite the 2WW, but I'm sure it'll feel just as long!!